Sunday, October 31, 2004
met up with lionel this afternoon. still as charming as before => hee...his life seems pretty dull. poor thing. mine isnt better anyway. yawn`~ later on slacked at yisi's house. heh. so comfortable and cozy!.. monday's op! oh manz`~ and friday is a lvl chinese! ARGH! really no life manz. anyway, went shopping after that. heh. bought a top but my leg was killing me so went home shortly after that. sian1/2. then on the way to tamp interchange, guess wad? hah. a guy approached me and crapped, and his motive was to get me to buy some voucher or something. zZ`~ anyway, could feel myself blushing cos he was pretty cute! whaha`~ but he's definitely younger than me but...still cute hah. anyway im more into older guys ya? cute ones of cos haha...jus joking`~ still, i didnt buy that voucher. 5 bucks lor...and its not like i'd be going to that restaurant or what hee...
had a funny dream last night. i dreamt that god talked to me about me and him! haha. and she was like...telling me we wont last and that i'll find a better one in future. hmm...hah. weird`~ he hasnt contacted me the whole day. he doesnt intend to i suppose. and of cos i definitely wont want to be an irritant. sigh`~ whatever. i've given up hope already. really no point. sian1/2.
got this from a book...it was in chinese and i translated it myself ok! hee...
i hope to be able to hold your hand when i'm distressed
and not let others console me when you broke my heart.
i choose to look at you in silence cos deep in my heart, im unable to face rejection.
i choose to stay but your side in silence cos in an abyss of loneliness, you belong only to me.
loving u is easy
its losing u thats tough.
to continue loving you is still easy
but to accept the fact that u no longer belong to me is the hardest of all.
-this relationship isnt true love-
-having a beautiful ending isnt true love. cos true love doesnt have an ending-
nice rite? sad but true`~
take me with you
12:50 PM
